Missing You Deeply

“Ahem.”

It was clearly sweet talk, but why did it feel so funny?

Su Wanwan still wanted to keep a straight face and continue to be angry, but she was amused and burst into laughter.

Her black eyes darted around. Perhaps it was because she was pregnant, but she had become a little sad. Some old things and some pain that she didn’t want to remember in the past unconsciously floated into her mind.

Su Wanwan’s head rubbed against PEI Munian’s arms and found a comfortable position to lean on. She faintly opened her mouth, ” niannian, since you like children so much, why were you so cruel back then? ”

Even though they were so sweet now, her heart could not help but tremble when she thought of the heartless PEI Munian back then.

Although she could understand his choice at that time, that child was still a thorn in her heart. Although time had worn away some of it, it still hurt occasionally.

I was thinking that if you didn’t force me to have the surgery, maybe the child could have been born. Then, I would have had the surgery. That way, the child and I could have been saved, right? ”

It was impossible for her not to blame PEI Munian at all. After losing her child, she had been thinking about this possibility all the time, and it was only natural for her to hate PEI Munian. As for that innocent child, she would feel even more guilty.

Wanwan, I also had this hope. I also hoped that I could protect you and the child at the same time, but Hanhan was too late at that time, so I could only choose you.

tsk, I don’t believe you. You know that after I get pregnant, you’ll only force me to abort the child. I’ve already hidden away from you, and you still sent people to monitor me!

Speaking of this, she got angry.

If it was not for this, she would not have been so angry and the baby would not have been affected. She would not have been sent to the hospital and when she was weak, Xi Zhiwei took the opportunity to push her and she would not have lost the child.

“Surveillance? Wanwan, that wasn’t surveillance. I was worried that you would be alone, so I sent someone to take care of you. Also, during that time, I was always by your side and never left you.”

“You can say whatever you want now. My memory of that time was fleeting. Who knows if you were just trying to coax me!”

“I’m serious, Yingluo.”

“I won’t say anymore, I’m going to sleep!” Su Wanwan said indignantly: ” besides, I’m really going to be angry. I haven’t completely forgiven you for that matter!

“......?”

PEI Munian sighed helplessly, but she did not say anything more. She hugged her tightly and said, ” “Alright, I won’t say anymore. Go to sleep.”

As long as she could feel at ease, he didn’t mind letting her misunderstand. At least she could shift her guilt towards that innocent child and blame him for losing that child. It was enough.

–

When su Wanwan woke up, the sky was already bright and PEI Munian was no longer by her side.

She was still in a daze from her sleep and sat up with the blanket wrapped around her. It took her a while to wake up, and she could not help but recall what PEI Munian had said yesterday.

PEI Munian said that he had been by her side when she was pregnant. Was that true?

Su Wanwan’s eyebrows twisted and then relaxed. Wouldn’t she know if she went back to the house she lived in? She had not canceled the rental of that apartment, and she remembered that she had once installed a surveillance camera.